Sunday, September 25, 2011


Well, I've dreaded posting this more for myself than anything.  I've not done good this week.  I've not tracked any points or walked at all.  I've beat myself up about the last 2 days, but I've come to realize there are going to be ups and downs!!  Tomorrow is always a new day....thank the Lord!!!

I'm going tomorrow for yearly blood work, and I already know what I'm going to be told!  My insurance company charges $10 more a paycheck if you are considered obsessed.  Well, I already know I am.  What gets me is they do the same for smokers....but you can lie and say I don't can't say your not fat...LOL.  

This has been a hard week for me.....but I'm not going to let it knock me dorie says on finding nemo....just keep swimming....just keep swimming....

To those who support me those who judge, I've done that too.  So either way they both inspire me to go forward and try and try again!!!  This will always be a life battle just like someone with a drug or alcohol problem....struggling to loose weight is somewhat the has a crippling hold on you!!!


  1. Good for you for being honest! And yes, I keep telling myself things may be moving down slowly... but at least they are moving down! This really is a lifelong battle. I constantly have to fight my flesh. Food is my go-to for happiness, sadness, depression, celebration, etc.

  2. Shay Shay you have come clean, now dust of yourself and move on! You can do this!!! I know you can!!